Here We Go Again (take what?)
I named my blog.
It’s called Ministering Through My Mess.
It’s a line I used back in the Spring when I spoke at my church’s Ladies Salad Banquet and it really stuck with me.
See, I have GREAT intentions on being a blogger that you’ll want to follow. That you’ll wait anxiously to see what I’m going to share next. I have a couple blogs that I’ve read faithfully for years, though as the kids get older and no one sleeps on my lap at the computer comfortably while I peruse I don’t even have time to read those.
Anyway, I WANT to be a blogger – the real deal – the person who gets PAID to sit and write what is on my mind. But to do that, you have to blog regularly (not once a year) and you have to have followers that are total strangers and still suggest you to their friends. Your posts have to be shared far and wide – enough so to attract sponsors that will pay you to use their products and then write a post promoting them.
I’m so not there…
My world is messy. The world I live in and my personal world. I’m a total mess! I don’t cook well, though I do try and none of us is underfed. I don’t clean well – I’m not being humble. I’m awful at cleaning and I’m lazy about cleaning so putting those two together is a bit disastrous. (Yet the mess makes me crazy & stressed out so you’d think I’d work on this more.) My kids are constantly needing me making concentration very difficult. I’ve already walked away from the computer three times to answer their needs just writing these few paragraphs.
BUT, I believe that God has called me to teach and to share. I believe that God knows I’m pretty much an open book (He made me, so, duh) and He’s desiring to use that to reach others through me and my mess so that they’ll be drawn to him. And I love that He’s like that. That He designs us to be who we are, but then expects to use who we are to reflect Him.
I posted an edited picture on Facebook today that was actually two pictures. Here it is along with what my “caption” is:
Because it’s too important to keep it in focus…
Posting the top picture gives the image of a sister and brother
walking harmoniously down an wooded path.
In reality, little brother wanted NOTHING to do with taking such a sweet picture.
I had to bribe him to do it so that I’d get that sweet picture to cherish for years.
So much of our online personality is edited. Maybe not to impress others
or even to intentionally give a wrong impression.
But who wants to see kids fighting and mom as a sweaty mess?
(Yes, I should’ve taken a selfie for some real reality.)
No one has a perfect life or perfect family and I definitely don’t.
My life is messy, but God wants to use it.
My kids aren’t perfect, but God made them cute and they sure seem perfect when they are asleep (haha).
My marriage isn’t perfect, but God is still at work in it because I invite him there every single day.
So, I’m going to give this writing thing a go again. Yes, again.
I’m actually going to SCHEDULE time to sit and type my thoughts.
Hopefully you’ll join me for it.
Also – a quick plug for an event I’m taking part in (again).
Oak Hill Christian Service Camp is hosting its second Ladies Day/Women’s Retreat and I’m teaching a break out session. I’d love for you to come.
It does cost money, but it is money well spent and you’ll be blessed.
You don’t even have to choose my session! There are four and you only get to pick two.
Pick the two that you think you need the most (class titles and descriptions on the website). Here, check it out:
Oak Hill Camp Ladies Day